Human Beings

Hello lovely cheesies! (:

Sorry for not updating my blog for the past few days. Was trying to finish 步步惊心 and I've managed to finished it yesterday! Cried throughout the last episode, really touching! :')

Today's the last day for this semester, it's been one difficult semester. Especially when I'm sitting for my N levels this year. Got our progress report for this semester today, really disappointed in myself for English. A freaking Grade5, what is this?! Calculated my EMB3 for this semester, its 11 points. The lowest point that is eligible to get into FP. Went to take a look at the courses that FP will be offering. There's Accountancy at NP, SP and another poly, but there's some criteria, English must be Grade2 or better and Maths must be Grade3 or better. Look at my English results. T.T Sian max, but thank God for the other subjects that I've improved in. I PASSED MY COMBINED HUMANITIES FOR THE FIRST TIME, PASSED BY 1.5 MARKS! I am happy, of course I am, first time passing it. Had band practice as usual, looked at the DTP and the first few slots were sectionals. We're all like 'NOOOOOOOOOOO!', but the last slot was for full band. Full band was really fun, Kenneth took all the pieces at actual tempo! Father lord, please bless over Mr & MrsChew. Especially MrsChew, get rid of all the pain and sufferings that she's facing. Give both of them good health and the strength to pull through this together. Thank you, God! Talked about our results with the usual people during dinner. Looked at Adrian's report slip, so many A1 and A2, and that to him may be a normal thing already. Look at me, my first time getting two A1 and I'm already super happy. Express students uh, triple science somemore. Nice.

Sometimes I wonder why are human beings changing, changing to the most cruel creature. Why are there child abuse and animal abuse? They're living things and have feelings too. How about you being in their position and everybody else abuses you? They send you to be a prostitute, a child soldier or just beat you up and kill you as and when they like. Don't they have a heart? Why wouldn't their guilt haunt them day and night? All these don't seems fun to me, they're just inhuman acts...





Friends who don't even have the guts to tell you what they feel about you...