Rough week

Yes, you can infer from this post title about what today's post is all about. You must be thinking like 'you're at home all day long, why do you even have a rough week?'. Come on, I'll still have a rough week even though I'm at home every single day. I'll say some nonsense stuffs without even filtering them through my tiny little brain and create trouble. All because I have nothing better to do. I can just lie down comfortably all day long and watch movies and dramas on my laptop. But nope, I'll just somehow create trouble.

And I really have to thank my boyfriend for not leaving my side every time I show him attitude, push him away and still forgive me for saying mean stuffs. I am sorry... I promise that I'll show you that I really love you. You don't know how thankful I am for you. So I'm dedicating this post to you.

I was so afraid to open up to you, to tell you how I feel exactly about certain things. And I realised that I was actually being selfish. I didn't think about how you would feel, all I cared about was just how I would feel. I was afraid to take chances. To shower you with love when you showered me with love every single day. I realised how stupid I was to think that you didn't care when I was the one who kept everything from you because I was afraid you'll know too much about me and judge the way I feel. I was so wrong. In a relationship, you don't keep things from each other, you let the other person know and come up with a better solution.

What I've learnt from this week? Never hide your true feelings from your boyfriend man. You'll might just become an active volcano and erupt anytime. If he's patient enough to try understand, good for you. But still, never ever do that! Don't be afraid to get judged. You don't live forever, just enjoy the moment and be happy whenever you're with him!

Not trying to be like some love expert or whatever but I've been reading articles about improving relationships and learning to understand your other half. Trust me, they work. Like seriously, they are just so damn true and relatable!

Anyway, I have nothing to say about my everyday life because I am at home every single day. Till next time then xx.

EUPHORIA II

I've gotten back my results. This is it. The results will determine if I'll be able to pass PFP. I've never really mentioned anything about it on my Twitter or anywhere else. Now, I can finally say out loud and proud!

I PASSED PFP BITCHES!

I just had to do this. I can't imagine not making it through PFP. Even though I managed to pass all of the modules, I have to admit that I did not do that well for some modules. For example, Computing. Zero interest in it, all the coding, python, software and all. I almost couldn't take my final exam for this module because of my attendance. Just miss one lesson and that's it. Not eligible to take the final examinations, which means 40% gone and the chances of actually passing the module is damn low. Unless my previous tests, project and all are damn good, which obviously is not. I tried so hard to make sure I attend all lessons and ot skipping any. If I'm late, I'll cab down. I can say that it's all worth it now that I actually pass this module.

I hope all those PFP students out there who have not have their results released will pass PFP too!

Euphoria II

Back in 2012, it was the first ever EUPHORIA! A dance concert put up the various dance CCAs from Swiss Cottage Secondary School. For Victoria, Geraldine, WenTing and Jolene, it's their first and last Euphoria because they're all stepping down soon after. It's a biannual thing, just like Swiss Serenade. This year, they had their second Euphoria! Past tense because it's already over an hour ago.

So, there were three shows and we got our tickets to the Friday night one! Geraldine, Jolene and WenTing were only performing one item as an alumni group with a few others. Yes, all of us spent $18 just to support three people performing one item. I have to say it's worth it because their performance was great!

Saw quite a few familiar faces that night too. MrLim, Cindy, Darren, MinHui and ZengJin and more. Reminds me of the four years in swiss. Now, I'm starting to miss secondary school even more... Maybe that's why they always say 'You'll never miss what you had, till it's gone', true that. 

Can I Be Your 'Sun'?

Recently, I've baked Rainbow Cupcakes for Geraldine's 18th with Victoria as I've posted on Twitter, Instagram and my previous blog post, you can read about it here if you haven't. So, I've decided to bake them again today because they're just so pretty!

I love them so much because they're not too sweet! Most cupcakes I've tried were all too sweet (yes I know that is how they're suppose to taste like). But I'm not much of a "sweet tooth" person every since I was in Secondary 3(?) I don't even know why, I just...don't crave for sweets and chocolates as much as I did before. Anyway, I found a great recipe and the cupcakes does not turn out to be too sweet and if you're wondering which recipe I've used, I'll screenshot the page and add the link below.

CLICK HERE FOR THE RECIPE! :D

Sat down right in front of my oven to keep track of it but in the end, all of it were burnt. I was scrolling through Twitter and reading all the tweets about the missing airplane #MH370. Devastated. My prayers goes out to all the families of all passengers and crews on board. In the mean time, people should stop speculating false assumptions and making insensitive comments. Have a heart.

Master's Sun

Main casts: So Ji Sub, Gong Hyo Jin, Seo In Guk, Kim Yoo Ri

Yes, I am not going to tell you what the drama is about but it may be a little bit scary at the first few episodes. Emotions wise, it really got me real good because I freaking cried at the first episode. First episode, that's a first for me. Also, this is the first kdrama which D watched with me for more than 10 episodes. Anyway, Victoria introduced this to me and she said it's damn good. Have to agree with her! I'm done with all 17 episodes in 3 days. The make up for the ghosts really, daebak.

This is damn cute, really.

This 'Get Lost' gesture is his signature gesture

When your heart doesn't tell the truth, pain gives the answer.

To me, this is not usually something I would watch without someone else's recommendations because there's a bit of horror in it. But I can say only the first few episodes you'll have those scary ghosts jumping out and all. Other than that, it's perfect. The story line is different and unique. Definitely worth the watch!

I'm currently looking for new kdramas to watch and I actually have thoughts of watching The Vampire Diaries again, but if I do, I'll have to start all over again.. It's currently 3.02am, have a great night ahead, xx.

Happy Together

Hello all! It's been about a week already. Yes, it's the holidays and I'm still taking a week to get a post up. So sorry! My life without going to school is boring as hell. If I'm at home (which is like almost everyday?), I'll be on Youtube watching some random videos and my kdramas. Been watching so many of them recently, oh and I've recently started to watch Master's Sun and I'm already done with watching all episodes. This is how free I am. I don't plan to find a job because I'll only be able to work for two months, who will want to hire me? I've actually thought of continuing but I guess I'll have to get used to Year1 first. Other than that, I'm turning 18 this year and I just want to have fun and live every moment.

Geraldine's 18th

So, I guess 'Sexy Six' is no longer unfamiliar to you and all of us just got together on Monday to give her a mini celebration. Let's go all the way back to the preparation. Instead of just buying or ordering customised cakes for her, we've decided to bake cupcakes for her! Went over to Victoria's place on Sunday night to bake, spent a total of 4-5 hours. Dead tired, went home at past midnight.

The very first batch before it goes into the oven

We wanted to pipe alphabets on the cupcakes using white chocolate. It failed, terribly. Ended up doing more work because some water got in and the whole chocolate instantly became crumbly. We managed to save them and still make it look presentable.

Monday morning. Only had a few hours of sleep and I had to get myself off bed and prepare to head out to meet the girls without Geraldine. Met up at JinYan's house to make her a scrapbook! This is my very first time making a scrapbook, so I was super excited at first. But when I started doing it, I just want to stop. There is really a lot of work and the whole place was so messy. Still, handmade things will still be beautiful no matter what because it's from the heart! Despite the difficult and tiring process, I'll still do it for someone else in the future. The materials were also affordable, if you buy from the correct places.

After we're done, it's time to meet Geraldine and set off to Marina Barrage! The moment we came out from the lift, whoooooooo *super strong wind blows nonstop* Since it's a Monday, there were not a lot of people there and we were like the only group who actually brought food. It was so damn difficult to eat with the wind blowing so strongly and all of us trying to calm our hair. I think it's a must for someone to spill a cup of drink on the mat and cause chaos every time I go there. CHAOS. Left after an hour plus because we all couldn't take it anymore. With all the bad things, we still hope Geraldine had fun and all.

Making of the scrapbook

Blowing the hair away

Jolene

Gearaldine

WenTing and Victoria

Self-explanatory

Time spent with D

Went over to Punggol to meet D after celebrating Geraldine's birthday, not exactly to find him but to find his six cute puppies! Couldn't stay the night because I didn't bring any clothes over but I went to sleepover the next day till Thursday. It's like a short holiday during my holidays. Good food cooked by D and we got to spend quality time together. By sleeping half of our day away that is. So thankful for you, D.