Rough week

Yes, you can infer from this post title about what today's post is all about. You must be thinking like 'you're at home all day long, why do you even have a rough week?'. Come on, I'll still have a rough week even though I'm at home every single day. I'll say some nonsense stuffs without even filtering them through my tiny little brain and create trouble. All because I have nothing better to do. I can just lie down comfortably all day long and watch movies and dramas on my laptop. But nope, I'll just somehow create trouble.

And I really have to thank my boyfriend for not leaving my side every time I show him attitude, push him away and still forgive me for saying mean stuffs. I am sorry... I promise that I'll show you that I really love you. You don't know how thankful I am for you. So I'm dedicating this post to you.

I was so afraid to open up to you, to tell you how I feel exactly about certain things. And I realised that I was actually being selfish. I didn't think about how you would feel, all I cared about was just how I would feel. I was afraid to take chances. To shower you with love when you showered me with love every single day. I realised how stupid I was to think that you didn't care when I was the one who kept everything from you because I was afraid you'll know too much about me and judge the way I feel. I was so wrong. In a relationship, you don't keep things from each other, you let the other person know and come up with a better solution.

What I've learnt from this week? Never hide your true feelings from your boyfriend man. You'll might just become an active volcano and erupt anytime. If he's patient enough to try understand, good for you. But still, never ever do that! Don't be afraid to get judged. You don't live forever, just enjoy the moment and be happy whenever you're with him!

Not trying to be like some love expert or whatever but I've been reading articles about improving relationships and learning to understand your other half. Trust me, they work. Like seriously, they are just so damn true and relatable!

Anyway, I have nothing to say about my everyday life because I am at home every single day. Till next time then xx.