Monday, March 19, 2012

Guilt Haunts Me

Hello lovely cheesies!

Shall talk about last Saturday first. Its AhDi korkor's wedding! Ahhhhh, finally someone is getting married. Didn't went for band practice in the morning cos I had to be at my aunt's house to jing cha to the newly wed. Came into the house after the couple went in cos we're late. After awhile, everybody started the commotion about me resembling the bride. Went into the room and stood beside her, all the people went 'Woah, really look alike!'. Her youngest brother said that he got a new younger sister. Went home to get ready, my hair done up and simple makeup. And God really want us to be late huh, sudden heavy downpour. First time going to Swissotel the Stanford, and I realized that its actually linked to RafflesCity. I love watching the video of the couple from their childhood life to how they met each other and the proposal. Ah, so sweet! (: Anyway, I hope all the hotels and restaurants all around the world are doing the same thing: stop selling shark fin's soup! Serve lobster soup okay, at least the lobsters are killed humanly.







And today, Term 2 Week 1. Didn't have any Monday blues, I think because its Jolene's birthday and the first day of Term 2. Happy Birthday, Jolene! You know I love you a lot. (: Gave her a small surprise by putting all our presents under her table and pretend that nothing had happened. Sorry that your birthday was just a simple one. We didn't have time to plan it well. Don't you worry, next year's birthday will be better. And you're old now. Stay happy, pretty. Okay, I hope you'll see this. Once again, happy blessed 16th birthday!



Today may not be a happy and good day after all. Morning to afternoon was great. But in the evening, we all received a heartbreaking news. MrsChew had passed on, she's left us for a better place. A place where she doesn't have to suffer from all the pain anymore, a place where God is taking care of her, and a place where its beautiful, calm and peaceful. Was really shocked when I received Kenneth's text. I didn't get to visit her when she's suffering from all these pain. Me and Madeline wanted to visit her this week, guess we're too late. The guilt haunts me, it hurts inside. She haven't got the chance to finish her collections of storybooks she drew and wrote all by herself during last year's end-of-the-year holiday. She has taught me so much during the time I went over to take care of her. Now, all I feel is guilt and regrets. Maybe God sees the need for her to leave this place where she's suffering from pain, that's why He's bringing her over to somewhere better. Rest In Peace, MrsChew. I'll remember you for all my life. You are the one who taught me so much about life. Thank you so much!

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